(dressed up in: black soffees and an arcadia tee)
( jamming to: All My Life by KC and JoJo)
( thinking: a boy would be nie right about now... )
( feeling: happy with a twing of loneliness)
ello loves, let me get this out! i am TOTALLY happy being single but i can help feel an itty bitty twang in my heart everytime my friends hang out with their boyfriends. Like what makes me so undateable? nobody has even tried to get with me in super long. i always though i was a great catch but i guess not.
I might just be the best damn thing you ever threw away
He's everything in summer dreams that fills your head with smiles
nobody will ever like you as much as i did ;;
because nobody would ever waste their time
on someone like you. . . like i did
Don't let anyone ever make you feel like you don't deserve what you want."
-Ten Things I Hate About You
It's not always rainbows and butterflies.
It's compromise that moves us along.
My heart is full and my door's always open.
You can come anytime you want.
I don't mind spending everyday,
Out on your corner in the pouring rain.
Look for the girl with the broken smile.
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile. .
And she will be loved.
When am i gunna understand & accept the fact
that it`s over? O-V-E-R, it's just a simple word that's
so hard to understand. i think the worst 5 words in
the English language are `i-dont-love-you anymore`
he offered me a cigarette & i accepted
'cause it's been a very long time.
as it burned 'til the end,
i thought of a boy no one could ever forget.
it's something about the way you shine in the light.
bright blue and pink your cheeks.
i just wanted you to know,
you're not just another fish in the sea to me
There is a difference in what we live for,
what we settle for,
and who we are meant for
Stand up boy; I shine so bright when you’re around<3
they kiss like it's going out of style,
they never leave without a smile.
she cries & he wipes her cheeks.
he melts whenever she speaks.
these stars won't replace the colors of your eyes.
Have you ever been a part of something you thought would last forever?
the way you kiss me crazy,
baby youre so amazing.
7 days and 7 nights of thunder.
the waters rising & im slipping under.
i think ive fallen in love with the 8th world wonder
even the man in the moon disappeared somewhere in the stratosphere.
Oh boy we've come so far.
everything I want is everything that you are.
out of hundreds & thousands of stars,
I see you shining like the sun.
out of hundreds & thousands of stars,
I think that you’re the brightest one
so don't wait for someone to tell you it's too late cause these are the best days. There's always something tomorrow so I say let's make the best of tonight, here comes the rest of our lives.
the best way to get over someone is to get under someone else. ; )
- one tree hill
And you honey, you need to know that you,
you took the world and made it glow.
We fall like shooting stars & autumn leaves.
Staying up later then the streetlights, promising what never could be.
I can't be anything without you,
I can't be anything without you by my side.
(dressed up in: pink shirt and skinny jeans)
( jamming to: i dont hook up by Kelly Clarkson)
( thinking: FML! )
( feeling: tired, mad and hurt)
ello loves, FML right now. Daddys this weekend for sure! I can't stand this town anymore.
he kept her picture on his wall,
went half-crazy now and then.
he still loved her through it all,
hoping she`d come back again.
speak when you`re angry; and you will
make the best speech you will ever regret.
i hope her hand breaks when you hold it,
and she's allergic to your first kiss
she`s standing on the line between giving up
and seeing how much more she can take.
so cry your eyes out, darling. he hurt you
when he said he never would. so many
broken promises and lies, so many heart
aches and tears, all the pain he put you
through, he doesn`t deserve a girl like you.
you take the breath right out of me,
you left a hole where my heart should be,
you got to fight to make it through,
cause i will be the death of you.
what is cute? cute is young and
inexperienced. cute is holding hands
in the car, and kissing at the red
lights. what is sexy? sexy is standing
in the rain as you push me against
the hood of your car, tearing my
shirt, as you kiss me with the intent to
never stop. what is passion? passion
is knowing what you want and stopping
at nothing until you get it. what is
beautiful? beautiful is all about the
inside of a person. beauty can only be
found in the heart. what is love? love
is the amazing balance of all of these
things. in your mind, body, and soul.
and we`re that can`t stop touching each
other in the backseat kind of couple
baby, prove to my you're not
average and we'll be on the
same page. cause the only
difference i see in guys is
they all got different names.
my walls are up,
but no one even tries to tear them down.
i just want to fall into your arms when
nothing is going my way and i want you
to hold me and tell me everything is
(((going to be okay)))
friends aren't forever, lovers often go their
separate ways, and even families sometimes
fall apart. the only person who is guaranteed
to be by your side through thick and thin from
your first breath to your last sputter is you.
she fell asleep listening to the rain outside,
there were stains on her pillow and tears
in her eyes. he didn't care how hard she
had tried, he just left her with a list of
things he despised. he said he didn't love
her and without her he'd be fine but if she
said she didn't need him, it would be a lie.
i'm the most unselfish person i know, i've
got a huge heart full of people i love, people
who are fake to me and people i barely
know. i care about everyone, but sometimes
i learned, you cant. you cant put everyone
above yourself, you enter the world alone,
you leave alone.
i`ve got the microphone so don`t go too far,
i`m gonna tell the world who you really are.
there's always that one person.
no matter how long it's been.
or how badly they've treated you,
if they say i love you..
you will say it back.
i know i don't have the prettiest face for you
to look at, i know i don't have the skinniest
waist for you to hold, but i do know that i
have the biggest heart to love you.
if you have to try and convince yourself
you don`t care about someone, you
care about them more than you think.
she loves her sour lemonade and hates the
sound that goodbyes make. she prays one
day she`ll find someone to need her. she
swears that there is no difference between
the lies and compliments. it`s all the same if
everybody leaves her.
there's no limit to how long you can
care for someone & no limit on how
much. especially when they've been
so much a part of your life for so long.
they're playing love songs on the radio.
i can't relate to that now. see, my life has
it's ups and downs, it's high points and it's
low points, and right now i need some
excitement. i might even need you.
(dressed up in: black dress with gray sweater and flats)
( jamming to: clear by miley cyrus)
( thinking: i havent updated in forever)
( feeling: okayyy)
ello love, havent updated in a long time so i figured i would! i poured italian salad dressing on Tess's ex car last night and as i was running away i fell off a curb and completely bruised my foot. Karmas a bitch.
That's the only reason people get angry. because they're hurt. they get angry to cover up the hurt.
I believe in love & lust & sex & romance.
i don't want everything to add up to some perfect
equation. i want mess & chaos. i want someone
to go crazy, out of his mind for me. i want to feel
passion & heat & sweat & madness &
all the rest of that crap. i want it all.
The opposite sex is the most dangerous
& addictive drug out there.
but the high is unlike anything else.
"You aren't worth my time,
& i know i can do better than you"
she screamed at him.
"then why are you still here?" he replied.
Everybody does stupid
things, it shouldn't cost them
everything they want in life.
There are two kinds of people in this world:
those who play hopscotch & sing in the shower,
& others who don't know how to enjoy living.
Your clothes should be tight enough
to show you're a woman, but loose enough
to show you're a lady.
Every girl is
jealous of someone. so next time you're looking at someone thinking, "god, i wish i was that pretty", remember -- someone is thinking that about you.
When she's silent
that's when you know something's wrong
cause she's always the one to get in trouble for
talking to her friends & telling secrets about the
girl sitting across from her & screaming i love you
in the halls. so when she's not talking, there's a problem.
She'd be lying if she didn't miss the
jerk that shattered her world,
but she'll never admit it.
I was amazed that they had so much to talk about. from the
second they saw each other, there was constant laughing &
sarcasm & commentary, something connecting them that pulled
taut or fell limp with each thought spoken. their words, like the
music, had the potential to be endless.
I'm very accomplished at placing myself in weird &/or confusing situations. i roll with the punches & have a hard time being serious with people. i'm a realist & i'm an idealist, it depends on my day. i tend to joke around about everything. i have my quirks & i have my problems - it's all part of my charm.
I've always been chasing rainbows,
staring out of classroom windows.
i don't think i'll ever be happy unless i'm
You're only as strong as the tables you dance on, the drinks you mix, & the friends you roll with.
Take a chance because you never know
how perfect something can turn out to be.
Remember when we used to
stop in the halls to talk to each other?
well, where are those times
because i miss them.
I'm weird with relationships
i think i know what i want, then i run
i think i run cause i'm scared
i'm scared that i might get hurt
or maybe i just haven't found someone
who i know is worth being hurt for.
(dressed up in: flo-town hoodie and skinny jeans)
( jamming to: you can get all by bow wow)
( thinking: how i love/hate my life)
( feeling: tired!)
ellos loves, i am always tired. my mom wants to think its normal but i just know something is not right. Shes not going to take me to the doctors i know it. ughhh dont you hate that?! when you KNOW somethings not right and everyone just ignores you.
You’ll never see the stars
if you're always looking down
I'm going to smile my best smile
And I'm going to laugh like it’s going out of style,
look into his eyes and pray that he doesn't see
that learning to live again is killing me
I'll always remember you dear.
And though we don't talk anymore.
I was crazy for you`
Sometimes you have to get
to know someone really well
to realize they`re really a stranger.
it's hard to watch people change
right in front of you. but the worst part
is remembering who they used to be
The littlest things that take me there
I know it sounds lame but it’s so true
I know it’s not right, but it seems unfair
That the things reminding me of you
After a while you just can't cry anymore.
you just have to believe that what happens ..
is what's supposed to happen and
you can't change that even if you tried.
So just dry those tears and hope tomorrow
will be a better day.
And as I see you walk by,
I'll remind our kisses,
your sweet words,
and that you never were mine.
I just can't consider another in your place
Holding another hand, seeing another face
And everything around her is a silver pool of light
The people who surround her feel the benefit of it
Love doesn't mean
you'll never break up.
It just means that
you'll always get back together
I'll admit it got to me,
hearing your voice on the machine.
it took all I had to let you just talk,
and not pick up where we left off.
But it gets so lonely
being on my own.
no one to talk to
and no one to hold me.
I'm not always strong
She glows like new york city,
and burns like the desert. but she's
just as blind as the love she's chasing.
She's the in-between
girl; someone to
entertain him until he
finds someone better
For a kiss to be really good, you want it to mean something. You want it to be with someone you can't get out of your head, so that when your lips finally touch you feel it everywhere. A kiss so hot and so deep you never want to come up for air. You can't cheat your first kiss. Trust me, you don't want to. Cause when you find that right person for a first kiss, it's everything.
So you sitting all alone
You're fragile and you're cold, but that's all right
Life these days is getting rough
They've knocked you down and beat you up
But it's just a rollercoaster anyway.
Why don't you open up your eyes?
These are more than passing glances
Why don't you say what's on your mind?
Cause I'm taking all the chances
(dressed up in: shorts and a raindrop tank!)
( jamming to:how do you sleep by Jesse McCartney )
( thinking: how i will get back into my normal schedule)
( feeling: suprisingly chipper!)
ello loves, only about a month until i get my license! thank god then i wont have to deal with this dumb shit anymore. when shes all gone on the couch i can take her money and go get myself something to eat and not have to be scared to not have a ride home. i cant wait!
I liked it when my fingers were entangled in yours &
my head was on your chest listening to your heartbeat
it made me feel safe like at that moment,
Nothing bad could touch me
When you start thinking about him
& how he makes you laugh
& how he makes you feel when your around him
you realize that you care about him
more than you thought you did
She's the type of girl who makes the guys
wonder why they ever looked at anyone else
So lately, I've been talking louder
and laughing louder, just to get his attention,
so that maybe,
just maybe, he'll look my way
People don’t fall in love with what’s right in front of them.
People want the dream, what they can’t have,
The more unattainable, the more attractive
He just has the most adorable eyes you could ever fall for,
& the cutest smile that will take your breath away;
He has the ability to make you laugh every time he speaks
& when you look at him it’s hard to turn away.
The freshman child oh so shy longingly watches the sophomore guy.
The sophomore guy, head in a whirl, lovingly stares at the junior girl.
The junior girl in her red sedan badly chooses the senior man
The senior man, handsome & wild secretly loves the freshman child
He's the kind of guy who makes fun of me
And when I go to walk away
He grabs me and pulls me back into his arms
It's better to cross the line &
suffer the consequences
than to just stare at the line
for the rest of your life.
A real friend is someone who tries
to pick you up when you've fallen,
and if they can't pick you up,
then they lay down right beside you.
Under the streetlight, dancing by herself,
she is waiting for a car to stop, a star to fall,
someone to change her life.
I want to go back to believing in everything,
and knowing nothing at all.
So, maybe he wants her, and maybe he
doesn't, but she'll never know if she never
tries, so she's going out on a limb, and
she's praying for the best, but prepared for
the worst, this is one blow her heart can take.
I just hope one day you see me.
And when you do, your heart stops.
And all she needs right now is for him
to wrap her up in his arms, look her in the eyes,
and tell her he won't g i v e u p.
When you look at a person, any person, remember that everyone has a story.
Everyone has gone through something that has changed them
When I look on the bright side,
it's always in his direction
The right thing isn’t always real obvious.
Sometimes the right thing for one person
is the wrong thing for someone else.
The instant their lips first met,
there was a flicker of something almost electrical
that made her believe the feeling would last forever
You can only push a girl away for so long.
Then after a while they start walking out of your life on their own.
So be careful because once they start walking away,
they won`t turn back.
Yeah, I talk to other guys,
I laugh with other guys ,
And I hug other guys,
But none of them will ever mean as much to me as you.
Her IQ is smaller than her skirt,
she pretends she wants it
but she`s just a flirt.
remember when I used to be the happiest, loudest, spunkiest person alive.
Nothing could get me down for very long.
I smiled all the time and laughed nonstop.
I still see glimpses of that girl sometimes, but not much.
I miss her. She was a good kid.